Now that I'm here being induced I'm kind of freaking out. It's my first baby and I'm just so scared how much my life is going to change. I mean don't get me wrong I'm excited and love my little boy but holy cow. I'm just afraid I won't be able to do it.
I wasn't panicking until now. haha @m173 @cynmoli
Thank you for all the kinds words and encouragement! @levismommy2014 @mrsnewman10511
when that baby comes out, no one will know how to care for him better than you mommy!
It's really different when it's months and months away vs when it's right here. I keep trying not to panic.
You've got this mama, all those emotions and thoughts will vanish once he's here in your arms. @jacesterlingsmommy
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I felt the same way but the moment I saw his face, the fear all went away. I was induced as well and it wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. Not going to lie though, the epidural really helped me lol