Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
What would you do? I feel so stupidly selfish if I choose to be induced because I want my boy to come when he is ready, but I am also feeling selfish stressing him out because everything going on and how stressed I am. So do I continue to stress him out or do I get induced and deal with this and let him be? Or will he be okay? I've been up all night contracting on and off but could it be from my nerves?
Venting: My doctor has been wanting me to get a hysterectomy since after I had Josiah because all the pain I have in my uterus and it gets worse with each pregnancy and with every period I’m in excruciating pain 😖 he thinks I have endometriosis but I haven’t had the surgery yet to see, but he says my uterus is so bruised and scarred that he thinks the pain will only get worse.. he’s done multiple ultrasounds to see if anything else could be causing the pain and he said with each one he sees more scarred tissue.. I didn’t know they could see that by ultrasound but I guess, anyways long story short I’m really thinking about getting the hysterectomy... I’m so torn because I still want another baby but I just want this pain to be gone, I’ve been leaning towards the hysterectomy more I just don’t want to regret it 😔
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer. My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk outside without this information. Children of color are being targeted and killed too. It’s not just adults. I let my son know we treat everyone equally and with respect. I let him know that we love everyone for their differences. In every aspect. Color, race, ethnicity, religion, sexual preference we love everyone.
Ashley·Мама сына-младенца
gonna warn you.. when they go to look for that they have to make your baby cry... like a good angry cry... and it will make you want to cry... I was a wreck when they checked my son.
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