So I had a horrible dream last night. Didn't wanna post about it because I wanted to forget it but I feel like sharing may help? I don't know honestly.. Anyways, last night I had what started off as a WONDERFUL dream. Couldn't have been any better. I had recently found out I was pregnant, got a blood test done from the midwife to confirm it and everything, but then when she did an ultrasound there was no heartbeat. She estimated me to be about 9 weeks based on the size, but still no heartbeat. DH and I were devastated. I started bawling in my sleep so he had to wake me up. Being in his arms made me feel a little better but it seemed so real. The pain in my heart was so genuine. The tears I was shedding were real, the lost that I felt was tremendous. I had a high OPK the morning before but I took a HPT this morning and it showed a faint positive. I've had a miscarriage before (at 19 weeks 3 years ago) and we're ttc a rainbow baby. I felt so confident when I got the high OPK that this month was our month and now I'm really terrified that it is and it won't last. I don't want to lose another child. I'm not sure how to feel about it. Should I just take a month or so off of ttc or am I just overreacting?
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im sorry about your dream thats terrible it sounds like its just from stress... i wouldnt necessarily just stop trying but i would stop focusing on it for a while and let your nerves and body calm down i would just say whatever happens happens dont time when youre gonna have sex with your SO or do these tests every day i would just have sex when you want and not stress about getting pregnant
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
How are your men while TTC?
My DH told me about 6 months ago that he had changed his mind and didn't want anymore kids. I was so heartbroken and devastated but I just went on with life trying to accept it. Even though I didn't bring it up again, I am pretty sure he could tell how his decision affected me and how sad I was about it.
Hey a faint test is still a positive test! (I saw your post with the picture on your page) my first test was faint as well and I'm about to be 15 weeks pregnant with my rainbow as well :) I had horrible dreams like that in the beginning and will still get them from time to time. I wouldn't worry about the dreams Hun 💛