Venting... So my mom is on prescription pain killers and has been for over 13 years. I'm due to have my daughter in September and my mom wants to be the one who watches her. I do not trust her at all alone with my daughter. She has an awful sleep schedule on top of taking those pills she's always tired and I don't need her passing out. My husbands mom is an emotional wreck who can't be trusted for her own reasons... I have no one to help me if I decide to go back to work, and if I go back to work, I'll be going back to just pay for daycare.. Why is this so hard? I don't know what to do. Looks like I'll have to be broke and stay home and try to work something out..