just received the phone call from my doctor about the blood work to see if i was pregnant or not..... it came out…

just received the phone call from my doctor about the blood work to see if i was pregnant or not..... it came out negative too.... idk whats going on...... this is making me lose hope..... i want another baby so bad.... and the last thing i wanna do is lose hope .... but i cant take this pain.... seeing babies.... seeing mothers out there who dont deserve to be mothers!..... its not fair......