need to rant---
so it's my fault you wake up and shut your alarms off and go back to sleep? if it weren't for me waking up you would be late!! then I just stand there waiting for a kiss and get yelled at to move!! then you tell me you wanna hurry up and leave to get away from here. we've been gone 4 days, I'm 9 months pregnant with your child and only ate twice in those 4 days and got 6 hours sleep oh and I had to make that 7 hour drive with you sleeping in the seat beside me while I had never been there but you have many times, I drove all night! but somehow I'm the bad guy??? I'm about done with your bullshit, I don't need you and neither do my kids if this is how you're gonna act!
I'm still mad. he text me after he got to work all I love you sexy. Yeah okay then he is like you better love me I said if I didn't I wouldn't still be here...while we were gone we was in Oklahoma for our friends wedding and they all went to a strip club, well he turned down a free lap dance which I do believe him. but what hurts the most is with my oldest daughter her dad was watching porn and talking to other women the entire pregnancy and even while I was in labor! so it really just hurt my feelings that he knows that's how her dad did and then he goes to a strip club. I do love him but damn he is moody as hell and everything is always my fault. thanks for listening girl @mommyof20816 @andiryan93