38 weeks tomorrow. I'm so nervous about everything. Giving birth pain relief for birth. I have my fiancé's family but nobody who is actually pregnant or recently been pregnant to talk to. I'm not even completely sure what a contraction feels like. I'm so worried I won't know when to go to the hospital.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
if you don't want to get an epidural they can give you iv pain meds that help take the edge off but allow you to feel the pressure and when you need to push.