Holy hell, I need to rant. My mom keeps pushing for me & Matthew to get a divorce. I have just kinda ignored her until today. I told her that I wasnt ready to file yet. And she gets all pissy and says 'Fine. You and Matt can pay for it then.' Like Im so sick of having to do things on her time. It is my marriage, it may not be a perfect one, or even good right now. But it is mine and I will make the decision to file for divorce when I am ready. Now I am going to have to deal with her being mad at me when she gets off work to take me & Donnie to his appointment & the rest of the night. Wish me luck ladies.