can't sleep and I'm starving. After arguing with my fiance I just went to bed without eating anything. I've been…

can't sleep and I'm starving. After arguing with my fiance I just went to bed without eating anything. I've been starving all night:(

arguing with him definitely makes me feel so overwhelmed with life. It takes so much out of me, and exhaust me. I like to just stop and move on, because we aren't getting anywhere. He'll keep it going and throw it in my face for weeks. thing is it's over the most stupidest things. why argue so much over stupid little things that shouldn't even matter that much? He had a long day and I asked if he called the animal shelter. I apologized over and over. but that's not good enough. till hes ready for it to be good enough. He gets that shit from his mom. My family doesn't like to continue arguing. we get overwhelmed with it, we might go crazy for a bit, screaming at eachother, then walk away. later on hug and kiss eachother like we never faught. my husband doesn't let shit go. He tells me I'm a very nasty hateful person and says he wants to leave me. I'm about to pop out any day with twins. and your telling me how bad of a person I am and you want to leave. I guess I should just have my mom next to me when I have my c-section. He says stupid things to me like our twins aren't his and I must have another boyfriend because I get emotional and argue with him. I'm pregnant and its alot on me. I don't have alot of his support and understanding. I get emotional when things go wrong or something bothers me. I should be able to talk to him and not feel scared. Not knowing how his reaction is gonna take place. he's causing me to be depressed. and I'm sure just like my first born, he'll cause me to feel depressed after having the twins and alone. idk why men think that's okay. Think they should be held so high because their men. If I wasn't in a relationship with him, guaranty I will not be with another man. I've had enough of it.

Just needing to vent....

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was…

Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was talking with my hubby last night and idk how we got to this but he said something like (not using actual numbers) no one should weigh 800lbs, they should take care of themselves. And i said so what if someone weighs 800lbs? He said no one should weigh that, they should be healthier. I said well i almost weigh 800! I'm in the 790s. And I'm healthy. I may be overweight but i don't have any diseases, no high cholesterol, no high blood pressure, i don't have a bad heart, lungs, or anything else. So I'm healthy I'm just over weight. So then we argued about him having an issue with my weight.. Am i wrong in this? Because it really hurt my feelings.. I've tried sooo many different things to lose weight but having hypothyroidism makes you gain/hard to lose. And my medications for depression and anxiety cause you to gain also.. So it's very hard to lose weight.. But i didn't even know he had an issue with my weight until last night..

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!

so I need some advice, I'm currently pregnant from a man who is married with a ten year old. he says he married her…

so I need some advice, I'm currently pregnant from a man who is married with a ten year old. he says he married her because they were young and how he was raised that if you get someone pregnant you have to buckle down and be a man. now that I'm pregnant he says my child has to be a secret. no family from his side and none from myself because I have no family. I feel like my child is coming into this world like a burden from him. and I have no respect from my kids father . even worse he sleeps over his wife's house more that I'm pregnant and I got us our own place than when we were crashing on his ex girls house. I just feel like my child is getting the shit end of the stick and as a mother I feel like a piece of shit. I don't know what to do he doesn't treat me right. lives of off my minimum wage job. I have mental problems so people leaving my life causes long term trauma. so I don't know what I'd do if he weren't around . but he's not a positive influence and I'm expecting my first child.

Totally irrational so please no judgement... baby daddy is over for visitation and he took Karoline's picture and it…

Totally irrational so please no judgement... baby daddy is over for visitation and he took Karoline's picture and it infuriated me. I don't want him having pictures of my daughter. He just posts them on social media and claims how we keep him from Karoline and what a great dad he is even though he doesn't do shit. How do I get over this mamas? I'm really struggling with it lately. I just don't want him to have any part, seeing him with my daughter disgusts me .