I'm feeling extremely depressed. I just want to get away but have no where to go. Just drive around and not go home for…
I'm feeling extremely depressed. I just want to get away but have no where to go. Just drive around and not go home for a few hours. I don't want to be anywhere near my fiance. I can't seem to speak with him lately without arguing. He's making me feel like I shouldn't even be here anymore. And I know I shouldn't feel this way, and its not healthy. But I do feel this way. I wish I had some where to go. Just sit in my car by the creek, for a few hours I guess. Me being pregnant and him arguing and screaming at me is okay with him I guess. he's been causing my stomach to tighten up and ache. maybe I should just go to the hospital and not tell him. just stay there for the night. maybe him worrying would be a good thing.
shannaa24·
@mumof002, that's pretty hard to do. I guess in a few days I'll run our and get my nails and toes done, just to have a little bit of pampering.
Marisol·
Мама сына (5 лет)
I'm sorry, you should take sometime alone
shannaa24·
@kingdamari, @mumof002 I love him with everything. been together for 8 1/2 years. we just have our moments where we don't get along. he doesn't understand that I'm pregnant and carrying twins. I get emotional. but he doesn't care to deal with it. I feel like I gotta keep my feeling bottled up and he gets to let his out and tell me how bad of a person I am. he thinks he does nothing wrong. and just sits there beating me down with his words. regardless of how many times I say I'm sorry. it doesn't matter. he's alot like his mom. will throw things in your face and constantly beat you down with what you said. it's pretty ridiculous and hard for us to just shut up and get over it. I get to the point, I won't speak anymore. I can't deal with it, and I can't win the argument with him.
Marisol·
Мама сына (5 лет)
I went through something similar and once he left all those symptoms disappeared I was spotting, belly tightening, pains and aches
stephanie·
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they really can and what sucks most they don't even care or they're good at acting like it
shannaa24·
@kingdamari, thank you. me too. men can really tear you down, and make you feel worthless.
stephanie·
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I hope it gets better hun