So I've gained nearly 50 lbs this entire pregnancy - 125 lbs to 175 lbs. I used to have a thigh gap, now my thunder…

So I've gained nearly 50 lbs this entire pregnancy - 125 lbs to 175 lbs. I used to have a thigh gap, now my thunder thighs touch. Can't cross my legs anymore. Can't tie shoes. I'm so over all this. Really hoping I can get my body back after baby girl comes.

I was pregnant once before and it took me a few years to get back to pre pregnancy weight 😔😔

I really hope I don't go back to using drugs and smoking cigarettes to help me get the weight off. Not gonna lie, the thought has crossed my mind once or twice. It helped me out last time. But I have to stay strong and keep away from that stuff.