miracle2397
Ava's-Mommie
So I went inside target knowing I'm on a budget .. Literally $30 flat budget n I see so much stuff I need left for my baby girl in my head is like put it in the basket look it's on sale the other part is when I'm done go to self check out n not pay for everything smh. Instead I end up putting a little to much no more then 20 items in n I get to the cashier not self check out n she's ringing up n the total so far is like @80$ n I'm bout to cry cause my budget is passed n not even more then 3 things she runged up. Do you know that feeling of saying omg wow I have to put back the rest n thennnnnn pick n choose which is most needed right now (ALTHOUGH IT ALL IS NEEDED). it broke my heart I started crying ppl starring. The cashier asking do u want me to just re ring everything I'm like NO MA'Am Smh I text my bd like you fucking worthless. He hasn't gave me $1 for one thing of hers. No money nothing. Ok so what if he has bills to pay but bitch YOU HAVE A CHILD NOW TO TAKE CARE OF. AINT NO HOLD ON LET ME GET RIGHT N THEN IMA GIVE U NO OUT CHILD COME FIRST. ITS ALL GOOD cause when I give birth n start back working I won't ever have to experience this again of having to put shit back for my babygirl. 😔😔😔😔😔😔💔💔💔💔💔 sigh at least I got her finally a changing pad and cover n some socks. ..
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Ima go to Walgreens n just print out the pictures I've takened while pregnant in my phone. I think that's better then getting dressed up n etc. that's pretend. I have real deal pictures from lonely nights to crying to belly rubs n everything 😌
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Ima go to Walgreens n just print out the pictures I've takened while pregnant in my phone. I think that's better then getting dressed up n etc. that's pretend. I have real deal pictures from lonely nights to crying to belly rubs n everything 😌
Oh ok. I didn't know that was safe. I'm a first time mother. 😟. N I'm not stressing well not right now. N tbh idk because my bd was going to throw one for us he had the money n everything $1000 but then he started complaining bout how he need to fix his car so I put my selfish way aside n told him forget it n go take care his car sigh which I regret smh. Now his car fix like he could b saving up some more from paycheck but I doubt he would pay it now I'm due next month Ima just have an arrival party where it's official n I'll have some money then. But yea my family seen how he wanted to take control at first so they backed off now I regret letting him feel like he had everything under control because he truly never did n now they don't refuse but they just b Precautious when offering n buying me something for the baby.
I understand. Like I said, see if you have a once upon a child near you. They have so many baby items that are inexpensive. My son is breastfed but when he does drink out of his bottles and cups I use dishwashing liquid. As long as they are washed and rinsed really good, there is no need for the fancy shenanigans. It took time for me to get everything he needed. Until then, I did not stress. Try to cheer up. Why didn't your family have a babu shower.
I thought they would be cheap overall because they have wipes for only $1.47 n clothes well some on clearance. Walmart was just to far to travel.
Yea I have bout 5 boxes of diapers for now n some wipes n blankets n sleep wear. The main thing I don't have is feminine products to clean her n bottles n bottles cleaners etc. I can't wait to birth n start working. If I have to use my last on her I will. I have family yes. But they can do so much. The part of my family that is rich their stingy n I don't want to beg I already feel low being FINACIALLY unstable right now. @junesmommy15
You went in Target to begin with. They aren't always cheap. As a matter of fact, they're expensive.
Do you have family? I know it's hard but you got to get through this for your baby. Go somewhere cheaper. Go to once upon a child. They have great things, plus they're less expensive. Don't worry about certain items like a changing pad. That is not absolutely necessary. You can change a baby on your lap and everywhere else. Make sure you have necessities like diapers, wipes, receiving blankets, and sleepers. Do you are able to. Don't worry about all the pretty stuff.