well, confession time.. around three o'clock this morning Jayden woke up wanting a feeding and diaper change. So, when he was starting to wake up I turned the fans off in our bedroom (because it was a bit chilly) and then turned on the TV, but turned the volume down (because I wanted something to keep me occupied while I'm breast feeding my son). Well, my fiance ended up doing something pretty unbelievable, that really upset me. He woke up in a really bad mood. Cussing, Slamming doors, Wasn't speaking to me, Then grabbed his blanket to go out into the living room. Because he worked all day and was upset that I woke him up by turning in the television. Not too sure how I feel about that. Because it seriously hurt my feelings, to the point I was in tears. Like yes, I understand you worked all day. But at the same time it takes two people to create a baby. And what was I supposed to do.. Sit there with the fans blowing on Jayden while just staring at four walls while my son is feeding on me.. Just still a bit hurt on how he acted about all that, and he never apologized for doing that either.