I've sat here and contemplated my life for 2 hours. My ex's family has done nothing but made me feel so shitty about my life because I'm not working right now. I thought my baby's health was more important than anything but obviously I'm not allowed to think about that. And people telling me that my kids are going to grow up hating me because of this. All this started because I'm selling a dog that my ex does not take care of or anything. And I'm a piece of shit..yay for my life.