really in my feelings right now...13 days left and Murphy will be here...after losing Analeigh at 20 weeks....having a miscarriage not too long after...and now a whole 9 months later...and it doesn't feel real. every tear, every frustration, every argument with my husband, every overreaction ....it's all going to be worth it...as I sit here and he hiccups ...I just can't help but weep. knowing that any day I can be holding my baby in my arms...any day I will be trying to overcome all of these new obstacles ...crying from lack of sleep...being frustrated...but also being overwhelmed with the love I have for my rainbow baby. my sweet little Murph...I am just cherishing all of this right now.💗