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So last Thursday I posted about my amniotic fluid being low. Well I guess it went up while I was in the hospital to a…

So last Thursday I posted about my amniotic fluid being low. Well I guess it went up while I was in the hospital to a 7...I returned for an ultrasound on Monday as planned. My doctor admitted me, because my fluid went down to a 3 over the weekend. They have no idea how I'm loosing fluid...my placenta has to much pressure...I'm just so scared...and I have to do all of this shii alone, even though her dad can hangout woth his friends and get drunk every night...

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

went pee, but there was a lot more fluid, & when I wiped there was like a clearish fluid. but I'm not having…

went pee, but there was a lot more fluid, & when I wiped there was like a clearish fluid. but I'm not having contractions. could it still be my water broke?

So threw up the brew but still having some contractions. I suppose it will help dilation.

So threw up the brew but still having some contractions. I suppose it will help dilation. Sigh so I guess my appointment for Friday to get monitoring is still on . I hope my fluids stay consistent.

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my…

Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩