here i am almost 25 weeks pregnant feeling my baby kick and while I'm happy I'm pregnant I hate that…

here i am almost 25 weeks pregnant feeling my baby kick and while I'm happy I'm pregnant I hate that my own biological mom didn't want me and my sisters all those years ago and when my dad married my stepmother she resented we were part of the package deal and managed to worm her way to getting all of us girls out of our dad's life. I will be a mom in August and here I am pissed because how in hell can not one but two moms screw it up? this day is one of bitterness for me I'm sorry to say...and although my bf said happy mothers day he seems to think when the baby is here is when I'm a mom. I beg to differ. so it's a really irritating day. sorry to be so negative.