So, it's been almost 2 weeks since I've talked to BD... And honestly don't know where we stand as of right now. I love him, and I want to be with him, he makes me so happy, yet here we are. Saying he loves me and doesn't want to leave me but his vibes just say something else.... I don't know, I had packed my stuff and got baby and made it all the way to my parents but I couldn't actually go inside, I knew it would change everything and I don't think I'm ready for that. I don't want to be used to figure it what a person wants and I'm not gonna sit around for that and I told him that and he just looKs at me all sad, when do you know enough is enough?