My biggest fear right now is that hubby will not be healthy enough to be there when our daughter is being born due to…

My biggest fear right now is that hubby will not be healthy enough to be there when our daughter is being born due to the chemo. :( Praying that by the grace of GOD that will be a good couple days for him. Even though I still have 19 weeks to go they want to do 12 weeks of chemo then surgery then another 7 months. Thank God for my 4 year old being healthy and Lilly being 13 ounces and exactly where she needs to be growth wise these kids are keeping me from breaking down right now.