My biggest fear right now is that hubby will not be healthy enough to be there when our daughter is being born due to the chemo. :( Praying that by the grace of GOD that will be a good couple days for him. Even though I still have 19 weeks to go they want to do 12 weeks of chemo then surgery then another 7 months. Thank God for my 4 year old being healthy and Lilly being 13 ounces and exactly where she needs to be growth wise these kids are keeping me from breaking down right now.