Honestly so happy my husband got laid off. I'd lose it without his help. I miss him when he's even in the next room, how could I handle him going back to work? He's so good with the baby and does his best to make sure I'm rested. I feel so guilty when I lean on him, but so thankful he's there to be leaned on. The lack of paternity leave in this country is messed up. A newborn is way more than one person should handle alone. Seriously, single and stay at home moms are super heros.