I'm so ready to go into labor but I'm so scared of that pain 😩😩😩

So I'm super upest but i wanted u ladies to know I'm probably going to delete the app i went to my first ultrasound yesterday and received news that my baby isn't growing and its heart rate is only 90 so my lil one is not going make it I'm waiting to miscarrie and if I don't in the next 10 days I will be scheduled for a D&C 😢😢😢😢 I wish all u ladies the best with your little ones and nothing but health and happiness 😢💖

I have decided I'm not going to breast feed with my first😩 hopefully I change my mind

Place your bets??

I'm going with 6lb 10 xx

I'm just going to leave this right here