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every morning with or with out food my baby is rolling around and kicking up a storm, not just little kicks like i feel…

every morning with or with out food my baby is rolling around and kicking up a storm, not just little kicks like i feel elbows, him stretching his legs out, and i see his movements from the outside of my stomach

its become a routine now in the morning. lastnight i was having really bad braxton hicks, they were very painful. and this morning i still have them. and i was laying in bed waiting for my son to kick, but nothing. and i got up and ate something but stilll nothing. i think i felt him move slightly but should i be worried since he isnt moving alot like he usually does? should i go to the er?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Nothing like finding out your husband lied about where he was last night. I guess that will be a fun conversation when…

Nothing like finding out your husband lied about where he was last night. I guess that will be a fun conversation when he gets up today. But idk when that will be since he went to bed at 6 something this morning. Also found out he added a girl on his snapchat that I don't know. Just really need to find something that will keep my mind off of all of this until I can talk to him about it. 😞

okay I can't be mad at him right now. he moves alot in his sleep and isn't really supportive during my pregnancy but he…

okay I can't be mad at him right now. he moves alot in his sleep and isn't really supportive during my pregnancy but he moved like this while he is asleep and it's just one of those moments that make it all worth it. arian started kicking his hand.

Got home around 11... washed lil man up and made him a bottle... asked my husband to get off his phone and help me put…

Got home around 11... washed lil man up and made him a bottle... asked my husband to get off his phone and help me put him to sleep... as soon as I did, my husband sat on the couch and fell right to sleep with Zach in his arms... I walked over to him and picked Zach up and he has to nerve to jump awake talking about I scared him because he thought he dropped Zach... this is why I’ve stopped asking him to hold him... he is irresponsible... I ended up setting up Zach’s stand up floor lamp, rearranging his room, making him a late night/early morning bottle, rocking him to sleep in his car seat and then moving him to his room all while my husband was knocked out in the living room.... I swear I feel like a single mother