@nadsx316, ^^^

thank you, you defiantly helped me. in a way I'm glad I have my partner as when my mum and dad passed I didn't have anyone to talk to or give me a big cuddle but now I have the most amazing man who I can see marrying and a lovely rainbow over the horizon. I dream of holding them and playing and making new and happy memories, and they will be told about all the family stories and love my parents and grand parents to. can't wait to start my own little family and October couldn't come quick enough. thank you and I know god has brought Mr closer to my happiness. xxx

Aww you're totally welcome hun ❤, I hate to know someone is hurting and feeling alone. I will always try and reach out if possible to try and help even if its just a little. Just try to take each day as it comes and remember that you're not alone, I can imagine it will be one of your worst days but you have so many good days yet to come so that's what you have to try and hold on to, it's beautiful you have your rainbow baby too because I believe that gorgeous baby and your Mr will be the ones to help you continue even on your worst days...may God continue to bless and keep you all xxx

thanks @nadsx316 for messaging me your an amazing person for that
:-) yeah my nan is luckily still here she's a strong women. I call my baby a rainbow due to all the storms I have been through and this is most defiantly another reason to cherish every moment, they are defiantly mine and dad's rainbow after another storm. she/he will be loved to the moon and back. thank you for your prayer's also. just dreading the funeral as it will be two loved one's :-(
but....have my amazing partner and my lush rainbow baby full of bright and wonderful moments a head.xx

aww bless you hun, glad I could help...and I'm glad you still have the support you need after having to deal with such an awful shock...aww bless him 😢 I wish you both all the best, you'll both help each other get through this awful time... and also you still have your nan and baby to help you get through it all...my thoughts and prayers are with you hun xx

thank you @nadsx316 your totally right they are not suffering anymore, my gran knew he would go soon but I didn't expect them to BOTH go so soon. and yeah glad they seen the scans etc and seen me happy,I know she will be there when I give birth. still have my nan and making my own family so either way they will be super proud. thanks chick defiantly made me smile seeing you msg. my partner didn't come home for hour's he was crying to.xc

So sorry hun you've really had a lot of loss and a lot to deal with, as hard as it is stay strong and find peace in the fact that there's no more suffering...The best thing for them like you said was that they saw you very happy expecting a baby and starting your own family and I'm sure that made them very happy. You are so welcome hun, glad I could help even if it's only a tiny bit xx

thank you @nadsx316 for your lovely text. she was like a mum to me and I'm so sad it's unreal,that's my mum,dad and now them. so glad I have my boyfriend I really am :'( and thank you think I will need it. all I have left family wise is brother and nana, I do tarot so know for fact they will see,glad they seen the scans and seen my happy with a partner before they went. just annoyed as I knew it would happen and had a dream last night about it. reality is hard xx

omg hun I'm so sorry for your double loss, I can only imagine what you're going through, if you ever need to talk then I'm here...I'm so sorry for your heartbreaking news. They'll still get to see your beautiful baby when he's born I'm sure they'll be together looking down at your beautiful little one from above xx