Just spent way too much time in Walmart picking out a pair of $7 shorts that I couldn't buckle. I ended up putting them back because I don't know what size I'm going to be after Zayn is here. Going from a size one and feeling confident in whatever I wore to not being able to buckle a size five has taken a toll on me, honestly. I know it's petty and stupid, but I'm so frustrated. Not a good start to my ninth month having such a lack of body positivity.