I am so tired of this mess. My "spouse" they decided very long time ago that the bounds of marriage didn't count for them and it finally reached a breaking point last year shortly after my daughter was born. I have matured and grown and wanted nothing more than to be at mom and saw how important it was to put my daughter first at all costs and she did not. I have never seen her so immature and so childish than I do now currently we are living in a hotel room together with her daughter because housing is hard to find especially because we have a 50 pound pitbull mix that I will not leave behind my first daughter and trying to split and trying to start her own life but we can't because I can't find a place to live. So it's always a constant argument and a constant fight to get her to at 27 and not three and this morning she was supposed to get off work at five and has lollygag and full crap and is at a friends house and refuses to come home and when I say hey so it's got to get done Marilynn needs things it's constantly you're a fat bitch or you're a cunt or your this or that and it is completely uncalled for. It's just beyond frustrating. I need some light at the end of this tunnel soon.