the only things I have in my hospital bag are baby Murph's outfits. it's like if I don't pack the bag then I won't be going to hospital 😂 ...in anxious about delivery. I had a stillbirth at 20 weeks and then I had a D and C 4 months later ...so it almost seems unreal that I am about to be birthing a living baby. been trying since 2014 and now we have 5 weeks left and I am excited but scared.