Please no judgement ... I'm reaching out cause I honestly feel I need help and I don't know how to get it ... I'm currently 34weeks pregnant with a high risk pregnancy with multiple complications and unanswered questions at this point. (There's Edwards syndrome in question, and some physical deformity my son may have- doc used term not compatable with life on Monday )I have recently noticed I'm different ... I feel different all the time and I don't know honestly if this is regular hormones or if I should be seeking professional help...

1. I'm always so tired. Like I stay in bed all day or "sleep" all night but still am drained.

2. I am so restless and can't sleep well(nightmares and being uncomfortable)

3. I feel like I'm heavy like my body physically feels hard to move.

4. I cry and get angry over the simplest little things

5. I'm not in control of anything. And it makes me panic

6. I feel like my pregnancy is hopeless, nothing is going as I planned so why keep trying to plan and make things go a certain way. Loss of interest or excitement in baby stuff ...

7. Feel like I can't have meaningful relationships even with my husband... Just trying to converse is exhausting. Friends are all also experiencing pregnancy or toddlers and I feel I judge them quickly and can't handle there problems

8. I don't wanna be alone but I don't wanna leave my house, or my bed ...

9. I can't eat.. I eat like once a day and its usually only cause my husband is very avid on dinner together

10. Aches and pains and stiffness ?

Should I be concerned there's more here than just the norm? If anyone has any advice message me. Or just comment. I know I should consult a doctor but don't have a family dr and don't know if this is something to bring up to obgyn ...