Had some issues with my insulin pump and CGM overnight, so I've been up since 4 to get things sorted out before heading to the hospital in a little over an hour. Part of me is really calm and I love hearing the birds outside waking up. The other part of me is freaking out. How have I been pregnant for over 9 months? Seems like just yesterday that I randomly tested and was shocked to see the positive we were hoping for but not actively aiming for. I'm worried she's not ready to meet us, and I feel unprepared for this induction. Will I be able to handle the pitocin? Will I have the confidence and clear mind to insist on what I see is right for my baby and I? All I can do at this point is pray and try to trust His plan.