after fuckin 3 hours of fighting my own God damn Sleep to care for Xayden because his piece of shit father won't fuckkng help with him at all. "I go to work, I shouldn't have to get up at night to help take care of him"
well it's not like you fucking spend time with him anyways. no wonder he fucking cries everytime you touch him. you had no problem fucking every damn night to MAKE him, on your nights before work. so why the sudden change of heart? PURE FUCKING LAZY. watch it stay this way once I start going to work and go to school and take care of the baby. what the hell then?
freakinf baby is asleep finally. I'm going to fucking pump the pointless amount of milk that comes out of me and I'm going the fuck back to sleep just to get back up in an hour to feed Xayden...AGAIN then probably go through this entire process all over again for another 3 hours.
yep pretty much. and he'll never get a reality check. because for a fucking 23 year old hes handed everything and fucking sheltered. it pisses me tf off. @hermommy
@xbbycolletto I don't blame you shit. Seb sounds like he needs a reality check, what happens when Xayden is older and the fun stuff like football Hanes start and seb has to work the next day? bet you five bucks he's there. Those nights are EARNED by being a parent now. Sounds like he thinks he should get rewarded for having a job and doing what he should do😡
trust me if it wasn't for the fact his family would fucking make matters worse. he would've been jumped by me by now... I'm fucking tired of this shit man. @hermommy
Sebastian is making me want to beat his ass, it takes two to make a baby... Whether he works or not he should be up helping with Xayden. Parenting Ius a TWO person job, Like you said he had no issue staying up late to make Xayden. Girl your better than me, Joe would've already been punched in the face if he ever pulled that shit.
@xbbycolletto if he joins what he's trying to join he will get a huge reality check. I swear I feel the need to cuss his out. Xayden should never cry when his own father holds him because of not being around him much, and you shouldn't have tondo it alone EXECPT for when he's at work. Lord have mercy that worries me, every man I know doesn't change scares me for the outcome in July