As I'm getting to the very end of my pregnancy and I think about being a mother. All the wrong that was done to me and is still being done and thrown in my face with my dad bothers me more and more.
He was in my life growing up, my parents were for the most part together, but he wasnt actually there. My mom raised and disciplined me. He didn't bother with me at all. as I got older I grew hatred towards him more and more.
now that I've burried those feelings and realized it is what it is, it's killing me to see him doing EVERYTHING he NEVER did for me, with my sister.
Things my mom would of beat my ass for growing up, my sister does daily. My dad kisses the ground she walks on and would mentally abuse me all of the time when I was her age.
He continues to doubt me and just treat me the way he always has. but now that I see him treating my sister so much better, it fuckin kills me.
how can you treat your children so differently? what the fuck did I do wrong to make him feel a certain way towards me. I'll never have resentment towards my sister, envy? sometimes, but I love her little ass, my dad though? sometimes I can't stand the thought of him.
sigh...
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I'm an open person and nobody is afraid to say how the feel around here, I've said something about it plenty of times and it either gets blamed on me being a mean kid or just ignored. which to me Is both bullshit!
This seems to be pretty common sadly 😔 and then the younger ones just end up being little brats and problems because they don't get disciplined
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Why Are Many Women Unaware of Their Own Anatomy?
the amount of women who are clueless about their own anatomy is so sad and shocking. a lot of the women are older than me and have more children then I do 😳
now I understand that everyone has their own opinion on the topic and grown adults can do whatever they want with their bodies but to deny facts and make up false statements about your own anatomy when it comes to your unborn child is just so disappointing.
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Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I was the baby in my family and didn't have a great relationship with my dad. I used to beg my mom to divorce him. He treated my older siblings perfect and they were just his step kids. It was until I got pregnant with my daughter that we developed a strong bond. He took care of me my whole pregnancy and just absolutely loved my daughter. Sadly he ended up dying of cancer a year later and he begged me to forgive him for every fight or arguement we ever had. He made sure to tell me he loved me and I did the same til he passed. My word of advice is don't give up on him. You never know when hes going to be gone. Tbh I actually miss my dad arguing with me lol