I struggled with depression and anxiety before becoming g pregnant but didn't have a problem up until this past week. I've been waking up every day at 530am and having a half hour long panic attack. my poor husband had no idea and I think today it hit me really hard that I'm NOT okay. I'm scared that if I don't do something about it now it will turn into pp depression. I'm scared. I love my son and I don't want him to grow up with a wreck for a mom.