Freya was up at 2:30 for a bottle. I've yet to go back to sleep. She's been passed out since 3:30. I know I'm gonna regret this today. Guess it's my nerves. I'm going through some challenging things right now. DCF is coming by tomorrow AGAIN. I had to leave my LO's father after finding out he was aggressive with her and now the DCF worker has found out more info about him that she said she wasn't at Liberty to fully disclose but it was enough that she was worried for my children's and my safety. I thought my pregnancy was stressful but this is stressful and terrifying.