Yesterday at the dr we got a low blow. My baby is only getting 1/3 of the blood through the umbilical cord. There is nothing that we can do but trust in God and pray for the best case scenario. That being a preemie. She will eventually run out of enough nutrition to grow. Then she will be evicted. The worst case scenario is having a chromosome disorder / birth defects that they can't test for. Either way, it does not change the fact that she is loved now and that will never change.

For now we are surviving. I am playing the game of life from minute to minute. Hubby and I are both very distraught at the time being. Neither one of us can talk about it but we are still together as much as possible to support each other. Sometimes words are not needed. We are trusting God through this as best we can.