Combating PPD when there is a new road block every time you turn around is terrible. I started this pregnancy wanting a non medicated, no intervention pregnancy and delivery and to exclusively breastfeeding feed. I ended up with Cholestasis diagnosed at 26 weeks, making my body toxic to my poor little girl and an emergency c-section at 36 weeks after 5 unsuccessful attempts at a version. I lost a lot of blood during the c-section and am being monitored closely for the possible need for a transfusion. Baby girl will not latch, has lost too much weight, has low blood sugar levels and has become jaundiced. Now I am exclusively pumping since she won't even attempt to latch and I haven't fed my own child in a day because I spend feeding times pumping. And now the billi blanket and the risk of me going home without her tomorrow. I am losing control by the hour. Please ladies, don't take your healthy pregnancies and children for granted. I would kill just to be able to look into my little girls eyes.
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Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Well here I am 3 weeks PP! I'm actually 6 pounds under my pre pregnancy weight! Oh and let's ignore my new lovely c section scar lol... ;)
Why won't my daughter latch i am sick of pumping :(
Breast pump covered by insurance
I've already done what I needed to find out what type of pump I get covered through insurance. It turns out, with my insurance, I can't even get my pump shipped to me until I call them with all the birth details of my baby. So...wth am I supposed to do having a baby and no pump?! I plan to pump exclusively and this REALLY throws a wrench in my plans.
I had to share this picture of Raptor! He is still doing amazing! He has lost a little bit of weight but that's expected! Yesterday was our second time trying to breast feed and he latched and sucked!!! It was so amazing and I am so proud of him!
Praying 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾