Sooooo mommies, Andrew is 5 months and has been on formula since he was 3 weeks due to really…

Sooooo mommies, Andrew is 5 months and has been on formula since he was 3 weeks due to really cracked nipples which turned into bleeding and alot of crying I just couldn't take it anymore. My insurance took forever go give me my pump so I gog a clogged duct and had to let it all out in the shower one day. Tried to always latch him back on but he wouldn't take it. Last month and the month before I tried pumping alot to see if maybe my milk will start to come out since for some reason my milk never dried up and it wouldn't come out. I tried the teas, fenugreek pills, nothing helped. Last month and starting this month all my drinks have been water. I call it my 30 day water challange and I honestly feel great. Should I try to pump and see if I could get my milk back? If I was able to heal after all that fuss I wanted to give him both formula and breast milk but it didn't work that way. Is it worth to try again now? Did gatorade actually help any mommies?