I feel beyond depressed right now. the only thing I know keep me calm is weed. and the simple fact I'm made my choice of stopping because of my child, I should feel good about it. but I don't . been smoking since I was 15 years old. it keep me calm and really does help with my depression. . I really dont give a fuck about what any of these judgemental ass females on here have to say about this. . . keep it to yourself because i dont want to curse anybody out . I just hope I can keep myself together until my next doc appointment next week because something gotta give. . . this depression is definitely taking a toll on me right now 😭😔
@babynumber1, my fiancé was with me until now , he just had to smoke . and I'm laying here like really so now I'm feeling all kind of emotions it ridiculous. and girl I wish I could garden. but where I'm living at, that just impossible. hell, it impossible to do anything but smoke n drink and it just nobody fully understand how I feel about certain shit but this what i get for keeping everything to myself I guess
when I feel depressed now, I read or I go on a walk.. I even garden now and that's not something I did regularly before but I love it. it takes my mind off of so much.
it is very hard.. but you gotta remember why you're doing it. my boyfriend still does it around me sometimes but I love the smell it's so tempting.. I've developed self control. this is the longest I've EVER gone without smoking. I always smoked several times a day since I first started..
@babynumber1, exactly my point. . all cuz of legal issues . completely bullshit because when I smoke, I remain calm, collective and happy and actually find words to talk to people about whatever I'm going through. when I don't smoke, i get angry, upset and sad all at once . it like all these years of hiding my emotions starting to come out since I've quit and it bother me so much on how I'm reacting right now. weed help me alot with my depression , anxiety and anger issues . and I definitely feel like I am bipolar as well. . . it hard . very hard.
I smoked since I was 14 and I'm 23 and I quit at 8 weeks with my pregnancy and I'm 20 weeks now.. It is easier once you get further on in your pregnancy. I wish I could light up right now but I know it would cause legal issues, which is complete bullshit. but I don't wanna risk losing my child. I smoked because of my depression, anxiety and bipolar.
@mommy_to_be_3241 np being pregnant isn't easy and it's always nice to have some one to talk to
@mother.of.angels, i really appreciate your kind words. it is very hard because now that I stop, i dont know how to deal with my depression . weed had been my comfort zone and help me stay collective .
@skylersmommy416, i will do that hopefully something give. and thanks hunn I appreciate
I am proud of you for making the right decision and stopping while pregnant! I know it was not easy considering your situation. God bless and good luck. You can do it!
I made my boyfriend start doing it outside. he smokes in the shed now lol. it's just very tempting and the smell, it smells so good.. get some coloring books. or go on pinterest and find some crafts to do