I refused to look at mine too. I was terrified to see what had happened even though I only tore a little. Walked away with 5 or 6 stitches thankfully. But yeah, just washed and kept it clean. I'm over two months PP and still won't look. Lol. But my clitoris isn't nearly as achey as it used to be after birth.
yeah I knew mine was bad when my midwife said "uh oh" in the middle of pushing. and after she started to say insist rib that bad but then just shook her head and was like, "who am I kidding, this is the worst rip I've seen... you poor thing..." it's bad when your Dr looks scares by it. haha
@benjismom, @andiryan93 oh okay! I'm gonna be honest I haven't even looked at my vagina since I gave birth. Just clean in the shower and keep it moving. I think I was scared to see if it looked different. 😩😭 I'm sure it looks fine but idk I'm weird. Haha