haven't been on here in a while, been crazy between work and family life. but happy to say, my girlfriend and I finally tied the knot and got married Wednesday!

I know there is a lot more to complain about, and some have it way worse. but ideally feel like I'm breaking and need to vent, (and knows can freely do it here); but my job isn't enough to support a family. I'm working 36 hrs a week already because I had to drop my other client. so now I need to get another job to make ends meet. I hate this. I feel like I'm missing out on my sons life and time with my girlfriend. all I can do is work to make sure come feb we can afford s place to live, food, an...

is any other moms looking at the future and saying, "how the fuck am I gonna do this??"

beautiful beautiful beautiful boy. 🎵🎶

baby boy can hold is own bottle perfectly now. 😊 I'm one proud mama!

our happy family. 👭🚼moved into my girlfriends place yesterday and have to say am beyond happy with this decision. we are looking for our own place now and I've been working non stop to save. I love our little family.

happy 6 months baby boy! we all love you to bunches! it's been amazing to watch you grow and turn into a little man! you're so smart and playful! I am the luckiest mama to call you mine!

my sister and son fast asleep together. possibly the cutest thing ever.

Benji and his cousin anya. LMAO! too much, these two.

being a mom is not easy. it's long hours of no sleep and up early, and I have now started my days back to work as a pca (personal care aid) so it seems I'm even more tired after moving people around all day and running around. but it's so worth it. I love my family and I love my job. 💖