Having a really rough day today....my mother and brother are in a fight again because his mental issues got him kicked…

Having a really rough day today....my mother and brother are in a fight again because his mental issues got him kicked out of his in law's and our mom won't let him stay with her....long story....but they keep putting me in the middle even though I'm in another state now 😑 so I got that crap on my mind....and even though Melody is sleeping 8+ hours a night I'm only sleeping 6 or less hours because I can't fall asleep, and boo keeps me up after he gets home from work....so I'm super tired....and to top it all off, my back pain is killing me, it feels more stiff than usual and I have knots everywhere....my patience is slipping and I find myself yelling over stupid shit and then crying because I don't wanna yell in front of Melody....I'm a mess. I'm trying to stay cool right now, boo left for work and I'm chillin with baby girl trying to stay distracted and let her nap on booby, even though the pain is nagging at me and the house is a mess......I really wish I could get some pain management, I feel like I would be so much more delightful and patient lol as it is, it just nags at me until it starts really getting to me and I just snap because it is ALWAYS there and I never really get relief....😢