Ughh.. Some days I don't know if I can do this all over again. I was fixed for a reason, I'm 38 I have a 16,14 & 3 yr old-all were very carefully planned. I had my 3 yr old for my husband whom have never had a chance to have kids of his own then I got on the same iud I had for 10 yrs before deciding to have my 3 yr old & this time it didn't work & I was just going to take the abort pill since it was really early but then at the dr's office the heartbeat was detected & of course after hearing that & my husband acting excited & everyone else saying this baby is a miracle & it's meant to be, I couldn't do it.. I will be almost old enough to retire by the time I'm done raising kids, there will be no seeing the world or enjoying any vacations or time alone... I can't help but be depressed most days because he is a truck driver so that I'm able to stay home so I pretty much will be raising 4 kids on my own 😞