My SO went back to Oregon yesterday to continue working and looking for a house for us in Idaho. I don't know when he will be able to come back down to visit and I start school in 3 weeks and won't be done with school for 10 months. & I'm having a really hard time coping with the fact I won't be able to see him & he won't be able to watch our son grow up his 1st year.. I know it's only 10 months & it's for the best but because my anxiety has been high & I've been feeling really down, I seem to get frustrated with my son when he won't stop crying and it breaks my heart..