I've never cried so much in my life as i have third trimester I'm so so over this everyday I'm…

I've never cried so much in my life as i have third trimester I'm so so over this everyday I'm crying .. As soon as I eat my food comes right back up then I'm starving again. 3 weeks I just have to tell myself it's difficult not being able to keep much food down. & my belly is big and heavy. Ugh JJ come out.. This hyperemesis and severe anemia are draining me