I love my baby girl but she (along with Masters level classes for neuropsychology, classes for Healthcare IT, full time parenting to four kids, inability to return to work yet so no paycheck coming in, bills galore ,still suffering from high bp and symphysis pelvic disorder so it's hard and still painful to walk, and no sleep since she's been born for the last three weeks) is driving me into depression. I'm so damn run down and she never freakin wants to sleep at nights. Five in the damn morning and again nothing satisfy's this kid. I'm not liking life right now....not one damn bit
You appear to have a lot on your plate. I think as women we forget that we're human. Society created these unrealistic expectations where we have to be superheros. If you start feeling run down, ask for help. I know it's easier said than done but it will happen you feel sane in the end. I admire the fact you're so ambitious. I hope you feel like yourself soon. I know it can't be easy. Huggles. 💕
try to swaddle her with a swaddler that's the only way my daughter sleeps well at night.