how do u stop caring about someone who never cared about u in the. first place?? I'm so hurt I really hate being played…

Damn if you need to talk you can message me

also he is going to be 40 and I'm only 25....I feel like he added this burden on purpose I live the baby growing inside me but why did it have to be him...my last baby father did the same shit and he knew about it and he decided. to repeat it

I was dealing with this guy who promised to me that if I wait til he got is shit together he would explore a relationship with me he asked me to wait 5 years since I put up w five years of bs w my baby father b4 I was down for him I gave him everything he needed was loyal and faithful not fkn no one else and there was plenty of guys who. were well established in life. cars house jobs everything I turned all these guys down for. one promise five years pass and in that five years he managed to fk five bitches that I found out about and got one of them pregnant.....but I stuck it out thru all of that....I ended up getting my own apartment and things within that time I grew alot and now here we r five years later and we don't even celebrate the fact that we've been together.....now we have sex multiple times he knew I wasn't on bc even though I was prior.....I came off and he knew that he continue to cum inside of me now I'm pregnant and he decides he dont want a relationship with me he was just getting what he wanted out of the situation and a baby isn't one of the things he wanted so now he's leaving and also he's decided to fuck w other bitches.....I found out about it confronted him and he says so what we aren't in any form of a relationship. ...broke my heart bc why did u have me wait all that time when I could've been w someone well established he says idk....smh what a crock I don't do abortions so now I'm pregnant and he won't be around bc it's something he doesn't want....smh he acts like his sperm is golden it's not like he has anything going on nj o money no place of his own like nothing for me to be trapping him for....but he's leaving and I'm very angry about it on top of being emotional from this pregnancy....ugh how could I be so stupid.....I called him today and he says wtf u,call me for u need to find someone else to talk to....I've been,riding for him for nothing.....

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