Ok this may be hard to read but this is the story of my first daughters birth. And YES this really did happen.. I wish it didn't but it is permanently burned into my brain. I don't think I'll ever forget..
Its getting close to the end of this pregnancy which is number 3 for me and I'm getting terrified. With my first my experience was beyond awful. I went in for an induction. They started me on pitocin everything was ok. They took me off the drip so I could eat and start again in the morning. My OB came in at 7 am to break my water to start my labor. He shoved his entire arm in me manually dialated my cervix and broke my water. I cannot put into words the pain I felt with that I was in tears trying to scoot off the top of the bed. They then started the pitocin again. My epidural failed to work. 9 hours later I HAD to push. I was told I could not push until my OB got there. I waited in serious pain for over an hour and a half for him to get there. He cut me. No anesthetic. A few pushes my daughter was born. He then proceeded to sew me up NO ANESTHETIC!!!! I was screaming I could feel everything he was doing. He told me I was overreacting I just felt the pulling from the stitches it was normal. Afterwards I had insanely heavy bleeding I was beyond exhausted I was passing huge clots and everyone telling me oh you'll forget the pain. I'm sorry but its been 3 years I'm not going to forget. I'm paralyzed with fear of birth now. I'm freaking out. My son is due May 6th and I'm terrified. It is insanely scary when someone you're supposed to trust and keep you from pain inflicts that kind of pain. I no longer have that doctor but I have a different doctor than I did with my second who was amazing I barely remember my labor she was kind. Made sure my pain was a 3 or lower. I'm so scared..... :(
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
I have a low tolerance of pain so I’m screwed either way 😂 but I am going to get through a natural birth no matter what!
Quick question: Are the contractions or pushing the most painful?
I’ve felt contractions with my first and omg. But I didn’t experience the pushing. He was way to tiny.
My birth story! (It's long lol) This is my little Uriah. I can't explain how much love I feel looking at his face. The pain was completely worth it. So I was awake after watching a movie with my mom and I decided to get some food and go up to dh. After I ate my water broke because I did squats lmao!!! I did 3 squats and on the third one my water burst, that was at 2:43am, I then went down to tell my mom but didn't have any contractions yet. I got to the hospital around 4:15 and at 5 they came an...
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Its been 3 years I think its to late to do that and I don't have the money..