On this day last year my fiance and I received the most devastating news that we lost our baby. I'm not gonna lie I had that same feeling I when I lost my baby girl Naeveh at 15 months old. I'm trying to keep a straight face about all this, but I know I'm gonna lose it. So I think I'm gonna stay to myself and in my bed to keep from snapping on anyone. This is very bothersome and not everyone understands. I'm really praying that we really get our lil' blessing soon.