back in the hospital with my babygirl for her jaundice and I can't help but cry my eyes out..can't eat..can't sleep..can't do nothing but cry.. why am I crying? because times like this I should be able to get some sort of emotional support from her father and I don't get that. instead I have to stress about this all alone and see her cry but can't take her out the incubator to hold her.. I hate him..and hate is a strong word.. how fkn dare u...I've never hated someone so MUCH! I have never wished bad on ANYONE but I really wish karma would just f*ck his life up. my best friend/ guy I've beenin love with for years is my emotional support right now and acts as if she's his but it still hurts.. I still can't let it go..I just pray my baby girl gets better ..😖😟😢