As much as I don't wanna admit it I think I'm slowly starting to get postpartum depression and I'm terrified . . . .
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Hi there. I had PPD and I would trust your instincts. You know yourself and if you're suspecting it, it's probably true. I put off getting help for too long and that was a big mistake. Getting help and relief takes time so the sooner you start the better. I found a therapist through my pediatrician. You can also find one by searching online. I chose mine because she had a background in women's issues. Best decision ever. I hope that info is helpful. Hang in there! 👊🏼