After 5 miscarriages, ttc for 7 years, a divorce, new marriage, and finding out your new husband is sterile. I'm beginning to think I'm not supposed to be a mom. it sucks so bad because it's the only thing I want in life. everyone else I know is all happy and have their families. hell, we tried foster care and adoption but the state is an ass and denied us because my husband is in school. so here we are, have a brand new nursery all set up because foster classes told us to, have all these things for kids newborn til age 7 and I'm sitting here broken hearted with empty arms

it's not fair! we don't have the money for private adoption, for ivf/iui and I've tried 3 donors. I'm tired of trying. I just want to wave my white flag.