Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
so I need some advice, I'm currently pregnant from a man who is married with a ten year old. he says he married her because they were young and how he was raised that if you get someone pregnant you have to buckle down and be a man. now that I'm pregnant he says my child has to be a secret. no family from his side and none from myself because I have no family. I feel like my child is coming into this world like a burden from him. and I have no respect from my kids father . even worse he sleeps over his wife's house more that I'm pregnant and I got us our own place than when we were crashing on his ex girls house. I just feel like my child is getting the shit end of the stick and as a mother I feel like a piece of shit. I don't know what to do he doesn't treat me right. lives of off my minimum wage job. I have mental problems so people leaving my life causes long term trauma. so I don't know what I'd do if he weren't around . but he's not a positive influence and I'm expecting my first child.
Please tell me how to even go about reacting to this shit. My SO was in the shower and one of his friends was leaving somewhere with his gf or whatever she is. Colby asked if she had big boobs in part of the conversation and if he had a picture and he'd swap a pic of me and my big belly for that. He said no but he had a bikini pic. At first I thought he's probably joking because he knows I'm sitting right outside this damn door. Then the friend actually goes to show him the picture and he goes that ain't too bad.. THE F YOU WANNA LOOK AG ANOTHER FEMALE HALF NAKED FOR?! I'm fucking livid I'm sorry. I haven't even said anything bc I don't know how to not completely go off right now.
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer. My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk outside without this information. Children of color are being targeted and killed too. It’s not just adults. I let my son know we treat everyone equally and with respect. I let him know that we love everyone for their differences. In every aspect. Color, race, ethnicity, religion, sexual preference we love everyone.
sorry if tmi ladies but even though I am very horny, when I try and get close with hubby I keep getting flash backs of the condom I found in his pocket and then I don't even want him to touch me. last night he was just rubbing on my thighs and I kept pushing his hand away and it made him upset. but what does he expect my feelings are still hurt and even though you said your story about why you had it, my common sense still tells me that your word is just a word idk if he is really telling me the truth. and I don't want a cheater touching me........
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